Starting over

There are a lot of things to be recalled, however my lack of confidence in my written English prevents me from arranging my thoughts. Anyway, I will not stop this time and I will continue ignoring the negative sounds in my crowded head.

It has been very taught days. Putting yourself in a closed circle and resist to leave it .Thinking that certain thing or certain people might be the end of the world for you and keep on pretending that you are in ideal situation. That was really the death in its hardest meaning.

After certain experiments you will realize that it is very essential to reconsider some of your Convictions from time to time. Usually, most of us build our convictions according to our experiments in life and again according to bigger experiments we might change it or expand it!

At this moment of my life, I don’t really think that’s very true or healthy or it could be only if we possess a high level of conciseness. We often judge our previous experiments from emotional point of view and as consequences we adopt wrong ideas and nourish it from our negative emotions so it turns to be convictions. It is very hard to change or even to re-edit your convictions if you don’t have enough Consciousness. Lack of Consciousness means absence of the realization of the problem itself. So how would you look for a solution for a problem if you don’t know about the existence of the problem itself?

The another very important point to be mentioned is that most of us unfortunately don’t take a good care of ourselves. We do our best to fulfill our stomachs but rarely care about our spirits and our minds necessities. We unconsciously became addicted to our inner destruction. We exclusive our mind role in carrying out the burden and the pressure of our mistakes instead of using it in avoiding its occurrence.

By the way friends, the above speech wasn’t my point from this POOR attempt of writing at all. .LOOOOOOL J

Anyway, it is the time to move forward and stop staring at the back ,blame, anger and sadness have nothing to do with your success .a little of it might motivate you and wash some of your tiredness but lots of it defiantly will move you backward.. This advice is for me before you.

Thanks for your patience and happy Ramadan J