There are a
lot of things to be recalled, however my lack of confidence in my written English
prevents me from arranging my thoughts. Anyway, I will not stop this time and I
will continue ignoring the negative sounds in my crowded head.
It has been
very taught days. Putting yourself in a closed circle and resist to leave it .Thinking
that certain thing or certain people might be the end of the world for you and
keep on pretending that you are in ideal situation. That was really the death
in its hardest meaning.
After certain
experiments you will realize that it is very essential to reconsider some of your
Convictions from time to time. Usually, most of us build our convictions
according to our experiments in life and again according to bigger experiments
we might change it or expand it!
At this
moment of my life, I don’t really think that’s very true or healthy or it could
be only if we possess a high level of conciseness. We often judge our previous experiments
from emotional point of view and as consequences we adopt wrong ideas and nourish
it from our negative emotions so it turns to be convictions. It is very hard to
change or even to re-edit your convictions if you don’t have enough
Consciousness. Lack of Consciousness means absence of the realization of the
problem itself. So how would you look for a solution for a problem if you don’t
know about the existence of the problem itself?
The another
very important point to be mentioned is that most of us unfortunately don’t take
a good care of ourselves. We do our best to fulfill our stomachs but rarely care
about our spirits and our minds necessities. We unconsciously became addicted
to our inner destruction. We exclusive our mind role in carrying out the burden
and the pressure of our mistakes instead of using it in avoiding its occurrence.
By the way
friends, the above speech wasn’t my point from this POOR attempt of writing at
all. .LOOOOOOL J
Anyway, it
is the time to move forward and stop staring at the back ,blame, anger and
sadness have nothing to do with your success .a little of it might motivate you
and wash some of your tiredness but lots of it defiantly will move you
backward.. This advice is for me before you.
Thanks for
your patience and happy Ramadan J
